Forgotten, But Not Left Behind

A Facebook Poem in Two Parts

(Hers)
Woke at 4 a.m.
with a start,
thinking,
He forgot 
something. 
Walked around
my house
with a flashlight, found
his cell phone on the dining
room table, ran into rainy
darkness, tapped on his
window as he was about
to drive away.

(His)
 ...about to drive
away
at 4 a.m. when
I heard a faint tapping
at the window...unlocked
the door and it opened to an
absolute beauty
standing in the misty
moonlight wearing only a
nightie
and my cell phone in her
hand...
Thank you, Linda! That was amazing!


[Composed with my husband, D.H.]

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The Promise

You know the old saying, "Better late than never." This photo is in response to Rebecca Barray's prompt, take a picture of the sky. 

Frost layers her life,
smoothing chafing
from promises within.
On the horizon, Heaven
peeks out, lighting her way
through the darkness.


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Frosty the Snowman

Bolton Carley's photo prompt was to take a picture that represents a holiday song. My picture and haiku are for, "Frosty the Snowman."

Smiles from everyone

that holiday time is near,

heartwarming Frosty.

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Adolescent Intolerance

Photo by Zanetta Hardy

Iceless skate blades dream
of dancing outside teenage
closet angst, flute’s

cadaver rests inside velvet-
lined sixth-grade coffin,
plush bears and bunnies

stuffed within childhood dump
of loved-and-left-behind,
a yellow tutu with the flounce

crushed out of it, elevator-
crowded acoustic guitar
flanked by clothes two sizes

too small, casino-bustier
dresses not yet filled out,
adolescent hormones shooting

boy-band crush projectiles,
a face every shade of red,
hair crimped

crooked like the path
she toddles, girl
to woman.


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Milked - Day 30 of Poem-a-Day

I am giddy! And my poem today shows it. Please don't take it seriously. I'm just being goofy. Why? Because today is the last day of the challenge. Well, sort of; I still have to put together my chapbook.

Anyway, the below poem is my attempt for Day 30 of Poem-a-Day. The prompt was contributed by Violet Nesdoly: "Write a milk poem. This could be about the moo-juice kind of milk. Or it could explore milk metaphorically, as in the expression “milk of human kindness.” Of course it could also be about the act of milking something. And no, it doesn’t have to be nourishing."

Photo by B S K

He sucked me dry, bamboozled
his way into my heart, did a number
on my many offerings of sustenance
for his soul. The double-crosser
scammed me out of all I had left to feed
the young, bilked my bosom, suckered
me with his puckered lips, bankrupt
my bust, left it in an empty crate
on the shaky front porch. To him,
I was just a milkman. To me, I was
the one who got milked.



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The Birth - Day 29 of Poem-a-Day

The Poetic Asides Chapbook Challenge is nearly over. I survived. Just barely.

The below poem was written for the Day 29 prompt from Bonita Jones Knott: "Write a birth poem. Write a poem on the experience of giving birth or witnessing birth, or feeling reborn in anyway."

I'm tired, so it's short. A haiku.

Photo by olga doroschenkova

Her entrance from one 

world to next, awakening,

sleepless motherhood

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Out the Window - Photo and Poem

Below is my response to Veronica Roth's photo prompt, Out the Window.

Photo by Linda G Hatton

Throw cares out

the window where bunnies

hide in shadows 

at midnight, hop along 

garden path to front 

gate, freedom 

awaits 

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Too Commercial? - Day 28 of Poem-a-Day

I went off on a tangent tonight. I think I’m overly tired, feeling cranky, etc. I wanted to watch X-Factor and relax. I had to mute the commercials though.

After missing the mute button a few times, it happened. Ad overload. I got up to get a drink and the words, “You must buy our stuff or your life will be miserable! You must buy, buy, buy. Buy it now!” came tumbling out of my mouth.

My son came out of his room, laughing, and asked what I was doing. I told him I was irritated by the commercials telling me that I had to buy everything or I would be “worth nothing.” (**said in a loud, male voice**)

Then the below poem was born. It doesn’t quite fit the Day 28 prompt (contributed by Jonathan Edward Ondrashek); but remember, I’m cranky, so it will have to do.

The prompt: “Write a poem illuminating how it feels to stand up for what is right in the face of adversity in the workplace.”

Photo by Oliver Gruener

Too Commercial?

Between the dancing
and the singing,
they tell us
to,
Buy, 
Buy, 
Buy, 
You must
have our stuff 
or your life
will be miserable.
Cut back to contestants
speaking about
disdain for going back
to their deplorable lives,
selling stamps, pouring
hearts out into concrete,
creating roads
other than the ones
they want to walk on.


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Mistrusted - Day 27 of Poem-a-Day

My Day 27 poem was written from the prompts contributed by Paula Wanken:

1. Write a hero poem. 
2. Write a villian poem.

Mine are combined into one poem.

Photo by Csaba J. Szabo

She was a hero, locked
into collecting
donations for victims
of a recent disaster, until
something clicked
inside her head, turning on
unforeseen madness, forcing
a changing of the padlocks,
leaving her chosen
savior-troops as victims
of a psychological disaster, one
they could not heal from
through the act of winter
coat donations.


***

The Truth About Blank - Day 24 of Poem-a-Day

The prompt for Day 24 of Poem-a-Day comes from Beth Cato: "Take the phrase “The Truth About (blank),” replace the blank with a new word or phrase, make the new phrase the title of your poem, and then, write the poem."

Okay, so I bent the rules a little. Mine is called, "The Truth About Blank." Yeah, yeah, I'm slapping these together lately because I'm trying to . . . **pant, pant** . . .  stay caught up.

See below for my attempt.

Photo by Billy Alexander

The truth about
blank is that it
can be anything
you want, no risk
of rejection when
options are unlimited,
no risk for failure
when you set the limits.
Blank is fresh, ready
to fill with anything
you desire. Blank can be
clear or confused,
you choose.


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Flight - Day 26 of Poem-a-Day

Okay, in re-reading the Day 26 prompt, I realize I did not exactly follow it. No, I do not collect butterflies or any winged things - or have the desire to do so. Oops! (See below.) 

This one comes from Shann Palmer: "Write a poem about something you collect (or would collect if you could)."

Photo by Juliet Belasyse-Smith

She collected butterflies, any
thing with wings, bumblebees, dragon-
flies, geese, those that mated for a life
time, she longed to fly, spread
arms, soar into misty plane unknown
to un-winged creatures, eyelashes
fluttering as she imagined what one day
she would become, after life siphoned
the last bit of heavens from her hope, sending
her angelic dreams where she
could dance in the air to the beat
of her own ripples


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Opposite. Girl. - Day 25 of Poem-a-Day

I'm posting a bit out of order for Poem-a-Day. I have poems written for Day 25 and Day 26, but not yet for Day 24. (Coming soon.)

My poem attempt for the Day 25 prompt by Cameron Mathews, write an opposite poem, is below.

Photo by Belovodchenko Anton

She plants periods
where commas
are meant to stretch
out, asks questions
with comments, laughs
with a frown.

She eats dessert
before dinner, wakes
after midnight to sip
burgundy wine, loves
to dine while draped
on the floor.

She’d wash gray
right into her hair
if she could, underline
her wrinkled skin, snub
any hint of yearning
to fit in.

She’ll nod yes
while whispering
no, yawn and say
she’s wide awake,
disengage her dreams
of sleep.

She’ll shovel fire onto cold,
wet sand, fill a boat with
water, bask in rainfall, hide
underneath gloomy umbrellas
in summer sun.

While the rest of the world
wants something, she wants
anything else. Striving firm
to stand out, she stands
alone, exposed,
outside herself.

***

Paradise - Day 22 of Poem-a-Day

Wow. I'm having major issues with my writing lately. The poem below needs more work (as does all my poetry revisions lately), but to avoid falling too far behind, I'm posting anyway.

Day 22 - for Poem-a-Day. This prompt was contributed by Brenda Bishop Blakely: Write a Paradise Poem.

Photo by Farquois

(1)
Pen strokes
on delicate paper,
phrases, twigs, strewn
about, rainstorm
remnants

(2)
Wordy
companion, no
need to speak, sensing
conversation
with our eyes

(3)
Sandwiched within
measureless stanzas,
penned by kisses
composed
of words

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Rocking Out

This poem for Day 21 means I am caught up! Yay!! This prompt comes from Bruce Niedt:

"Take a random list of five song titles – the source could be a shuffled MP3 playlist, a CD, the next five songs on your favorite radio station, etc.  Use as many of these titles as you can in a poem."

Photo by Jesse Therrien

Somewhere between my sleep
and your waking, a woman waits
for a letter from home, envisioning
your face in the atmosphere, passing
by wherever you are, snapping
herself out of catatonic
quiet, sitting down to eat
a lie for breakfast.

[SONG TITLES USED: 

Passing By by Ulrich Schnauss

A Lie For Breakfast by Ulrich Schnauss

Wherever You Are by Ulrich Schnauss

A Letter From Home by Ulrich Schnauss

Somewhere Between by Kate Bush]

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Thanksgiving and Littered - Two Poems

Day 20 is a "Two for Tuesday" - write a gathering poem and write a letting go poem. (Prompts contributed for Poem-a-Day by Sarah Bartlett.)

Photo by David Sinofksy

Thanksgiving

The Day

The great aggregation happens
once a year, human
fascination with
feasting
on the subject
of thankfulness,
instead of
fasting
to show no
need for greed.

***

The Day After

The day after giving
thanks for having
enough, millions
of food-stuffed
shoppers gather
at check-out stands,
un-stuffing
their wallets
in exchange
for additional
items to give
thanks for
next year.


*****


Littered

When nobody is looking,
memories drop from pockets
like papery leaves, creased with names,
dates, faces etched in pitchy
twists, falling, cradled on cold, hard
concrete, broken apart, wind
swept, elements of fairy tales,
novel recollections

***

Shadows - Photo Prompt

In response to Michelle Pond's photo prompt on Wordsmith Studio, below is my shadow photo collage (and poem).

Photos by Linda G Hatton

Pencil etchings cast,

sunlight and stone transformed

in landscape's darkroom

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Marital Main Course

The below poem is for Day 19 of Poem-a-Day – Write a Wheel Poem (prompt contributed by Madeline Sharples).

Photo by Ruth Elkin

Round and round we poach
and boil and rage
and simmer and stew, then
lick
our wounds and
like
the smiles out of each
other until the next
round of freewheeling love, these marriage bags
let out all the trash as each
day drags on, emptying us of things we cooked
up that we’d rather not look at, swept away,
tossed aside until we lay
resting beside each other,
ready
for a dessert well-earned

How To Catch Up

The Day 17 prompt for Poem-a-Day, contributed by Maxie Steer, was to write a "How to (blank)" poem. Since I'm behind, this is what presented itself to me. 

Do Not Eat the Ding Dongs

Bang head on laptop, take
a few laps around the house,

chug coffee, imagine doing the plow
(knowing it would be impractical

to actually do it), pull jacket
around chilled body, turn up

thermostat, let dog outside, resist
homemade Ding Dongs, ignore

all phone calls from ding-a-lings, press buns
firmly into sofa, center laptop in place,

remove jacket, turn on “Liquid
Mind.” Breathe. Stop ignoring

barking dog, get up, let her in, curse
at distractions. Nest back down into

writing spot, embrace dog warmer at feet,
release irritation of being behind. Write.


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A Special Day Away - The Gentle Barn

On Friday I came down with a cold, which I don't normally let get in the way of my responsibilities. This time though, I decided to get some extra rest and step away from my stressors.

My son and I went to The Gentle Barn where we had a nice time connecting with the animals. He fed a turkey some vegan pie, supplied the horses with many carrots, and learned about the lives of these formerly abused animals.

One of the turkeys was so large that she couldn't hold her own body weight. The Gentle Barn staff explained that factory-farmed turkeys are "genetically modified," made to grow large at a fast rate, and meant to be slaughtered young. Since this one was saved from slaughter, her body kept growing until she couldn't walk anymore, so now she sits on a throne all day. At least she gets lots of love and attention.

Even the animals were smiling there...

Tomorrow is another day of poeming when I hope to write poems for Day 17, 18, and 19 of Poem-a-Day.

Have a nice week!


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No Sweet Nothings - Day 16

I was working on this poem - writing and re-writing - and then my son decided to bring my essential oils reference guide in and read all about them to me, which got me a little sidetracked.

I will most likely continue to revise this piece, but to continue with the challenge, I am posting it as is for now. (See below.)

By the way, it is for the Poem-a-Day prompt contributed by Joseph Mills (Day 16), "Use the last line of yesterday’s poem for the first line of today’s poem."

My writing has been very repetitive these days, bringing me back to a time years ago when I often wrote like this.

Photo by Rick Sampson

To the nothings, she’s a blank, 

a nobody, a naught, her obliteration, 

a holiday, her emptiness pleases the wishes 

of the many, to the nothings she’s insignificant, 

a shutout, she’s worth nothing, 

she’s a zero, she’s a zilch, she’s a zip. 

To the nothings, she’s a nonbeing, 

a nonentity, nonexistent, 

to the nothings, she’s the thunder

scattering black clouds like seeds,

to the nothings who told her they loved 

her nose wrinkles when she smiled, 

to the nothings loitering in her bedroom, 

her eyelids flickering of deep sleep, 

to the nothings who rented out her apartment 

while she was away on holiday, to the nothings 

who washed their undergarments 

in her sacred space, to the nothings 

that slapped faith right on past her heart,

to the nothings that meant something, 

letting go of the nothings has become  

easier than holding on 

to nothing.

***

Tradeoffs

This morning, I traded in my normally happy-go-lucky self for a sneezing, headache-ridden fool. The words, "I am trying to catch up," are spinning through my head (and life) lately. 

Below is my Poem-a-Day poem attempt for the Day 15 prompt contributed by Jared Davidavich. 

Photo by Andrzej Gdula

In a world where
everybody wants
something for nothing,
gets nothing
for something, built to be
broken, broken
to be bought
again,
you hit him, he hits
you back, each measurement
calculated care-
fully, eye for
an eyeful, something
for something, never
something for
nothing. In this world
where there are tradeoffs,
never trade that
something within
for something
worth nothing when
there is no
something left, when
those
somethings
don’t matter
anymore, not to
the somethings, not
to the nothings.


***

1992

Today's prompt (Day 14) for Poem-a-Day was contributed by Catherine Lee. My attempt is below.

Photo by fcl1971

Somewhere
around the know-it-all
years, my American shoes stepped
on a midnight train to see
the countryside, except that
another side
stepped in front
of me,
demonstrating
how much I did not know,
riding a refugee train
to wherever, soiled schoolboy
with sunken lips, no school
to call his own, gripped
his mother’s dress, in search
of trinkets, souvenirs -
a warm place to sleep, hot
meals, freedom, stuck between
my instance of Europe
Through the Back
Door and their lifetime of
having no door, front
or back,
anymore.


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Jump Shot Photography

In response to Emily McGee's photo prompt, take a "jump shot" picture, I give you, Miles (also known as my ping-pong ball).

I cheated a little because these are old shots, but they popped into my head when I read the prompt. 

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• By the way, Emily is quite a funny gal. She is currently writing about her experience living in Kenya at One Trailing Spouse.
• Be sure to visit Rebecca Barray's blog, too. She takes some great shots and heads up the photography group at Wordsmith Studio.
• Oh, and check out Michelle Pond's jump shot, falling in at least two ways. Very nice!

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Recipe to Avoid Boredom

My second poem for Poem-a-Day (write a recipe poem) is below.  

Photo by Julien Tromeur

Take a full day of calendar entries
mixed with a dash
of impulsiveness, strange
calls about relatives that
have slipped out of the country
and gotten into nose-breaking
accidents, toss in a curled-up
dog at your feet along with an optional
coconut-mocha. Mix together, then bake
in an eight-hour oven at seventy-two
degrees or until the school bell
rings at which time it will all
be crumbled by homework and tween
troubles, topped with savory
hugs to make it
all better.

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Dear Life

How ironic, that out of frustration, I wrote a letter to life as a Facebook status this morning. That happens to be part of the prompt for Poem-a-Day today: write a letter.

So below is the first of my two poems for "Two for Tuesday." I will (hopefully) post a second one later today, for which the prompt is "write a recipe."

By the way, today's prompts were contributed by Michael Grove.

Photo by Mateusz Stachowski

Dear Life,
Though you are giving me juicy
things to write about, I would appreciate
the time to write them.
Sincerely,
A Frustrated Writer


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Dimensional Jump

I just arrived back from a trip to The Twilight Zone.

No, my nephew is not in the Phillipines, thank you very much.

Enough said. (Though I will add, how appropriate this weirdness happened while I was putting together a poem about a teleportation device.)

On to my Day 12 poem for the Poem-a-Day prompt contributed by Jane Shlensky, "Write about a piece of technology or engineering that does not exist but that should."

Below is my attempt.

Photo by Kriss Szkurlatowski

Tele-
     portation
     device
     finer
     than
tele-
     phone

transmitting
material
self to soul mates
left
in the dust

better than bitter
sound
waves
wafting
through
opaque atmosphere


***

Two Poems for Veterans Day

I stayed up late last night writing the old-fashioned way; with a pen and paper. Sometimes that works better for me.

Anyway, these are both for the Day 11 prompt contributed by Rob Halpin for Poem-a-Day.

Photo by Thomas Brauchle

Fourth of July

Television drowns out
reruns in his imagination,
no such thing as friendly fire

**

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Nothing's wrong.
Went home,

two legs, both hands
intact.

Body looks
fine. Mind stayed

behind, forever
broken.


**

(Language) Barriers

The Day 10 prompt from Poem-a-Day is by Linda Hofke, use a word from a foreign language in a poem or in your title. I admit it. Mine is silly. My attempt is below.

Photo by Heather Sorenson

He confiscated her leathery glove, 

kissed her hand with Czechoslovakian 

lips, then passed over a Danish with amorous

eyes and said, “Láska.” She took a nibble, giving

a nod in agreement. It was tasty. 

But she was not there 

to eat. Waiting to “carfuffle” as she 

had suggested, baseball bats, protective 

gear stashed in hiding 

inside her car, jazzed to take on 

rebels in style. 

He knew that word, “carfuffle,” his wife

had whispered it into his ear at night. Now,

inside his car were champagne, caviar, 

ready to take her, the tasty one, on 

without the bother of language 

getting in the way.

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When He's Gone

My poem today is based on the prompt contributed by Sally Jadlow for Day 9 of Poem-a-Day.

Photo by Ana Matsusaki

When he’s gone, I’ll wonder
why he said that, but not the other,
the space inside my heart can’t endure
another hostage. He’ll pack me
in a suitcase, slip it under his arm, easy
as a sidecar, foot-steps owning
the ground they walk on, stepping
all over the diamonds
in my eyes. When he’s gone,
the madness inside will be
set free. If only he could be
gone without me.


*****

This Could Not Be

Finally. Below is my response to a dead poet's poem for Daniel Ari's prompt at Poem-a-Day. The poem I chose was:


Prakrit
Collected by King Hala
From The Gathasaptasati

Those Women

Those women
who can see their lovers
in dreams
are lucky

but without him,
sleep won’t come
so who can dream

*****

This is my response:

This Could Not Be

Dear Women, It’s simple.
If lovers have not stirred
dreams for the sleepless,
they have not earned the right
to sleep with thee.

*****

Off to bed. ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz . . .

Messages from Dad and Zen at Play

Photo by channah

There are strange things going on in my world. So what else is new, right?

The other day I was looking through my book collection to find my copy of “Wild Mind” when I came across a self-printed memoir written by a stranger that I had bought in a flea market years ago. I love it when I come across these gems; I found a stack of old handwritten journals for sale at a swap meet another day. I only bought one. I wish I had bought the whole bunch.

Anyway, as I was rummaging around, I pulled out the memoir and it fell open to a page that had my dad’s birth date, the name of my cousin who recently passed away, and a mention of twins. My mother is a twin.

Coincidence? Maybe.

Strange. Yes.

Just now I was doing some research for today’s prompt contributed by Daniel Ari for Poem-a-Day, “Talk back to a dead poet.”

I always had a fondness for R.D. Laing, but the books of his I own are buried away in my garage. I decided to Google his name. My finger hit the mouse or some button just right and a page called "Zen at Play" opened that I haven’t seen in months. I don’t even remember where I got it from; someone in a group I’m in had passed it along.

I guess I needed to read it today. And I thought you might enjoy it, too.

Now back to writing.

*****

Pushcart Prize Nominations

Please check out the Mouse Tales Press Blog for a special announcement regarding The Pushcart Prize.

(Now back to poeming.)

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Spiral

Since I didn't write my "two for Tuesday," I wrote two for today's Poem-a-Day prompt.

Photo by Paige Foster

At some point over the past one-
hundred-nine-thousand-five-

hundred-breaths, I forgot how
to amuse myself. Lost in clusters

of Quaking Aspens, slipping on
soggy orange, oil-painted leaves,

corners of my smile beset by angled,
eternal niche, unlike my heart,

stolen from its cardboard case, crow
murders calling out to the plane

of the departed, groves of Devil’s
Walking Sticks, thorny, spread

by suckers, those who come to visit,
praying for your return.


*****

Circular

The Poem-a-Day prompt today, contributed by Eleanore D. Trupkiewicz, is to write a circular poem, a poem about circles or a circular concept. My attempt, a haiku, is below.

Photo by Alberto Jiménez

Orange distant sphere
dots background of never-end,
turning birth to death

*****

Being Right

Well, the day got away from me. I took care of some Mouse Tales Press business and a little Wordsmith Studio business. 

Below is my first attempt for the day six poetry prompt contributed by Walt Wojtanik for Poem-a-Day. I hope to write another one or two later on today.

Photo by Bob Smith

She left a note saying
he was right, she was better

off without him. She left
out the important parts, how

much she loved him, how
she would never smile again, how

she would think about him every day
into forever. All of that didn’t matter,

she had to do what was right, let him go
to the left while she went

right. Years later, they discovered they
both should have gone right.


*****

Tween

Day 5 - Write a Text Message Poem, a prompt by Amanda Laughtland. My attempt is below. 

Photo by Mihow

Miss u.
Miss u 2.
Will U B Home soon?
Can I stay til 9? They will bring me home.
Ok
NM. Can u pick me up at 9:30?
U have homework.
1 question
Ok
NM. Coming home now.


Having some serious writer's block today. Argh. Trying to NaNo and it's just not happening. **sigh**

Just Beneath the Surface

Photo by Jan Vernee

Just beneath the surface, trains
rumble in her sleep, oil paints
skate Austrian Alps, huckleberries
transform to jam, wiggling
in tin buckets amid threat of bear
attack. Just beneath the surface, wooden
slats squeak below blustery corner
oak tree, carrot tops quiver in cool
northwestern winds. Just beneath the surface,
she’s crumbling at lull of Mozart, shivering
at sight of birch trees, swallowing
away tears while sucking down his favorite
chocolates. Just beneath the surface,
she masks lament, a child deserted.

Written from the Day Four prompt written by Marie Elena Good for Poem-a-Day.

Death of a Princess

Somewhere
between L.A. and Seattle,
in separate
cars,
following
mother and father
home for holiday,
we paused
our summer evening drive, gas pump
weighty
in hand after reports the Princess
had died, gasped her last
kindhearted
breath, smashed
amidst twisted,
cold
metal, world
lost
at the loss.


This poem was written from a prompt at Poetic Bloomings.

Old School

Below is my poem attempt from the prompt by Joshua Gray for day three of the Poem-a-Day, write a poem that scares you. I had a little trouble with this one. 

Photo by Tory Byrne

Scary thing was the teacher
wore a tight bun every day and had

the class chomp octopus, charged one
girl with planting tacks on her chair

while the guilty party snickered
in the back of the room.

Scary thing was the flowery fragrance
she doused herself with before entering

room and rules of foreign language,
scary she held a stick in her hand

and wasn’t afraid to use it
on hands of the half-grown.

Scariest of all was when pupils
were freed from her clutches

at the end of the year, not one
could recall what they had been

taught, scary teacher’s ways forever
imprinted in their heads instead.

Goodbye October

Photo by Linda G Hatton

Ghostly shadow, spread 

your wings, orange to gray, fading, 

hello November

Written for the "Orange Picture Prompt" at Wordsmith Studio. Thanks, Rebecca Barray!

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Mismatched - Poem One of Poem-a-Day

Photo by Zsuzsanna Kilian

Mismatched

You said we were not
a good match, your love
for the dark annoyed by
my light. You said we were not
a good match, you drank
yours black while mine
was white. You said we were
not a good match, force ruled
your world while mine
held peace. You said. You said.


But me. I thought. I thought we had
a match so swell, your snickers,
my sobs, our songlike sighs. Dark
and light stroked day to night, black
and white transposed, no one before
had felt. Now time has chimed
its judgment, too. A match
unbalanced,
uncertain,
but true.

This was written for Day 1 of Robert Lee Brewer's November Poem a Day Chapbook Challenge on Poetic Asides.

Visits and Creepy Poetry

Well, they’re up to their old tricks again. It’s getting comical at this point. Maybe they’re sending signals because it’s “All Hallows' Eve.” Ah, you know who I mean, don’t you? Yes, it’s them again.

I was driving with my son yesterday and at the stop light, I noticed a license plate on the car in front of me with the birth date of an ex-boyfriend on it; that would be the day, month, and year. (An ex-boyfriend that is still alive, mind you.)

Huh. Interesting.

When I looked at a second car, I noticed it had the word “hug” on it.

Then I looked at a third car where I saw the name of a different ex, and a fourth car that had a word significant to all of this on its license plate. (To protect the names of the innocent, I won’t go into detail here.)

That’s four cars at one stop light; a first time that has happened.

I let it dissipate from my mind, but then on the drive home with my daughter today, I noticed the name of a game my dad used to enjoy playing on the license plate in front of me. That car drove away and the next car said, “Luv,” on it.

Seriously, I think all of these people I’ve lost over the past six or so years are having fun with me, trying to remind me on a day when I’m feeling blue – blue about the state of the world, about the weather, and other personal issues that mean nothing compared to the big picture - that I am actually thought of.

At least by them.

I will leave this Halloween post with a “creepy” poem, written using a prompt from Poetic Asides:

Visit

Shadowy man moves
me to sleeplessness, in the morning
just a picture
hanging
where it’s always been,
slamming
to the floor, hazy hand
demanding
attention

Fun with Form Poetry

Photo by Dariusz Dembinski

My blog has been quiet. I know, I know. It has been on my mind.

As I juggle multiple projects with more jumping into the mix each day, my blog sits here staring at me, giving me a feeling I cannot ignore.

I do have several blog posts started. Instead, today I offer a poem written using a prompt from Poetic Bloomings. Please check out their website for rules of this poetry form known as the Blitz. Here is my attempt:

Trail your Soul

Hike up your skirt
Hike up a steep trail
Trail mix in your bag
Trail your friend
Friend your neighbor
Friend a stranger
Stranger than déjà vu
Stranger is better
Better than normal
Better than routine
Routine is boring
Routine can be meditation
Meditation soothes
Meditation brings peace
Peace of the soul
Peace of the mind
Mind full of nothing
Mind full of love
Love for good
Love even for bad
Bad isn’t always evil
Bad can break your heart
Heart has been worn down
Heart needs a hug
Hug me yesterday
Hug me today
Today tears took me aside
Today I breathe
Breathe the breaths of a lifetime
Breathe the emotion in
In your world I am invisible
In your mind I am gone
Gone to another plane
Gone away too soon
Soon I will be missed
Soon my words dissolved
Dissolved into the wind
Dissolved back into eraser dust
Dust to irritate the senses
Dust thrown to the trash
Trash me with your past
Trash my heart with silence
Silence is calming
Silence is music
Music to a heart in mourning
Music to calm my soul
Soul now trapped inside this life
Soul to be freed one day
Day will appear without warning
Life has been oh so loved

Actually this exercise brought back a blog post I read a while back written by Emily McGee at One Trailing Spouse. She records her funny and informative adventures trailing along with her work-traveling husband. Be sure to check it out!

And thanks for stopping by.

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• Having a grumpy day? I just found this old blog post reminding me of a day when I used my children's words to get us all out of the mood.
• Another blog to visit when you're feeling grumpy, well, uh, because she's funny! Bolton Carley on Wordpress.

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Sunday Fun Day

Our rainstorm the other day reminded us that winter is coming. We had about 3 inches in fifteen minutes, complete with thunder, and lightning that I watched strike not far off in front of me when I went to pick up my daughter. Our backyard is sloped with culverts running through it. Every year they need to be cleaned of pine needles and other debris to clear the path for white water.

We gathered our workers and got started.

They decided it wasn't so bad after all. It was even a little fun.

I took a break and looked at the view.

I even enjoyed the view from the hammock. 

But not for long. I had too many other things to do. 

Later, I went to Barnes and Noble to look over some books on poetry. I bought a hot chocolate and pulled theThe Poetry Toolkit: For Readers and Writersoff the shelf. 

Then I found a cozy chair where I felt at home, across from the theater books. To my left was a man who was also writing, reading, and drinking a Starbucks. We held our cups up at the same time and smiled at each other. 

Ahh . . . bliss. 

My poetry teacher popped into my mind; I thought about the mind-expanding experience I had in her class. (Private message me if you want information on her classes.) Then I decided to check my email where I found a message from her telling me of a poetry anthology in San Diego that is looking for writers.

I love synchronicity. 

My deadline to submit is tomorrow. I guess I'd better sign off and get on it.

Happy almost Monday.

Slip-Ups

She’s been thinking about things
that don’t need thinking
about. She’s been climbing tree
houses in her mind, slipping
down one rung at a time, slipping
down into limbs that couldn’t
hold her, slipping down into ground
even colder, slipping down
she falls even harder. Trees
hide the better views, the way
she wants life to be. Climbing, she slips
back into comfort of swayed thinking
about things that don’t need thinking
about.

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I wrote this using Robert Lee Brewer's prompt at Poetic Asides. Fun! Thanks, Robert.

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When Writing Stinks

Yesterday was a hard day. Actually, no it was the past three days. Wait. It has been this whole past year. No, forget that. The past six years have been . . . emotional. No, no, no, it’s been longer than that. Well, you get the picture. Life is hard. Thankfully, it’s also fun.

I think of all that I have.

• A family
• Many friends
• Part of two wonderful communities of writers
• Books/Access to Learning
• Decent enough health to get through each day
• My computer and journals to write with
• A house
• A car
• I could go on and on

For a few days there, I could not write. Actually, I was writing. It’s just that everything I wrote turned out like "doo-doo." I’ve had too many emotions rumbling around.

What did I do to get past it?

I wrote anyway, knowing that I’d most likely never send any of it out. Or maybe I could use bits of it later in new pieces. After that, I took my dog for a walk, hoping to tune into my surroundings for some inspiration. Then I did some reading.

Yesterday I was overwhelmed by the gracious comments on my poem at Curio Poetry. Check out this one: “I want a Linda Hat, so I can think thoughts like this and put these images onto paper. Bravo!”

Then last night I had a comforting dream visit from my dad. Today I seem to be back on track. Thank you for all of the positive energy.

Just curious. What do you do when your writing is “off”?

Carry on!

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• I'm sorry I missed this challenge: Jane Ann McLachlan's October Memoir and Backstory Blog Challenge. I've read some really good pieces coming out of it. 

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See it, Believe it, Find it - Vision Boards

Photo by Loredana Bejerita

Today I decided to make a new vision board, so was flipping through one of the old magazines from the stack given to me to use for art projects. Halfway into it, I came across an article on “the right way to use a vision board.”

I love synchronicity.

The author, Martha Beck, talks about how she was illustrating a children’s book and the animals she was drawing wound up appearing in her life as she envisioned them. She explains that she was looking at a picture of parrots indigenous to her home city, wishing she could see them. Just after she thought it, three parrots appeared outside her screen door.

Her story reminded me of this summer when I was sitting at the Apple store, waiting for my kids to finish their Apple Camp class. I had just been envisioning owning a Mac, thinking how nice it would be to have one for a change. (We have an older desktop PC). Just after I thought it, a store clerk came up behind me with a woman who was asking where she could give away the Mac she was replacing. I asked her if I heard her right, if she really wanted to give away her computer. She looked at me and said, “Yes, do you want it?”

I love synchronicity.

This isn’t the first time I’ve had thoughts turn into reality almost immediately.

But when I first started studying “Law of Attraction” and the philosophy that goes with it, I was not a believer. I decided to test it out, so I envisioned a Model T. I wanted to see one driving down the street; it had been a long time since I’d seen one, so I thought it was a good experiment. I started spending a few minutes a day seeing the Model T in my mind. It took finding a toy version first. Finally after a few days though, I did see one driving down the street.

Beck’s article goes on to say that, when creating the vision board, rip out pictures that trigger a physical reaction rather than ones that register in your head.

This rings true for me. I think it took longer for me to see the Model T because my head was involved in the process more than my heart was. Every time I’ve noticed things almost instantly appearing in my life, my head stayed out of the vision.

I still have a lot of thought monitoring to do. It’s also hard when environmental factors affect emotions.  It takes practice. I’m still learning.

Now where was I?

Oh yeah, it’s time to envision myself putting together a board. One that makes me feel excited when I look at it.

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• Do you have any interesting stories about manifesting things in your life? I would love to hear from you.
• Find me on Facebook.

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A Visit from Dad

On my way to get Miles a quickie dinner after soccer practice the other day, I was thinking of my dad and how much I missed him. We have been having a challenging year and I guess I was having a moment of, “I want my daddy!”

After I ordered our food, I pulled up and looked up at the license in front of me.

Dad was there.

Among the two end numbers (that made sense in another way), sat Dad’s birth date. Funny the car it was on was called an “Odyssey.”

I’m grateful for the signals he sends me letting me know he is still here.

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• If you haven't had a chance, I invite you to check out my new Wordpress blog, Linda G Hatton. Follow my progress as I participate in Submit-O-Rama with Khara House. 
• Jane Ann McLachlan is running a memoir challenge for the month of October. Be sure to check out  the list of participants on the right side of her page for some wonderful, touching stories.

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