“Something you lost will soon turn up.”
I found this fortune sitting on the counter of the condominium we were staying at in Cannon Beach and had no idea where the paper came from. I didn’t believe it was directed towards me when I saw it since I couldn’t think of anything I had lost recently. But later, I popped onto Facebook to do a little catching up and clicked on the Facebook fortune cookie that comes with the daily horoscope. What did it say?
Yes.
It did.
“Something you lost will soon turn up.”
It was clear to me that these strange events had a message for me. But there was nothing material I could think of that I had lost recently.
So I pondered . . . what exactly did I lose?
Someone from my past?
A part of myself?
I wasn’t sure, but it was such a weird synchronicity I couldn’t let go of until I interpreted it; I told my mom and daughter about the strange fortune cookie findings hoping for help.
“You lost your humor,” my daughter said, reminding me of a conversation I’d had with her a couple of nights before when we were sleeping in a tent together in the middle of the forest.
I’d told her that after I’d watched my dad get sick and die, I had lost my humor. I had been struggling to find that part of myself again, not only in my everyday life, but also in my writing.
I miss that light-hearted piece of me.
At least now I feel reassured that if I keep working at it, that "something" I lost will soon turn up. Because, you know, fortune cookie fortunes are always right.
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